I touched on this a few weeks ago. I have a big personal goal that I am trying to achieve besides some personal events in my life. Tonight I came to the decision that it’s done. I will be an Area Manager in qualification by the end of THIS month. I don’t know how, and honestly, it doesn’t matter. The how comes with the why. And then came the relief. It’s like when I decided to paddle the Tohickon creek, I made a decision to do it. And it was a glorious day.
It’s a phrase sometimes batted around, “The Power of Decision.” I’ve heard it plenty of times, and almost been like, “that’s great for you (with no malice or sarcasm intended), but it won’t work like that for me.” Until tonight. I feel it down to my toes and racing through my heart like a wildfire cleaning out a lifetime worth of debris in my soul. All the self-imposed pressure to get it done is gone. Only calm and a sense of burning determination I can’t begin to describe. This is what life is supposed to be like. Strong, powerful, and fun.