This year has been a roller coaster ride of loss, painful personal growth, healthier lifestyle, recognition, pinnacle achievements in two different passions, many personal revelations, family stuff, and an outstanding blow up in my business.
The personal revelations have come from the gauntlet of family events and personal events in my life the past couple of months that have set my soul on fire with focus. I had written about it before, and the impact on my state of mind and sense of purpose. The past month I reached the achievement of going into Area Manager in Qualification in my Arbonne business. I won’t go into what that means here, just know that it’s really important and it means I can build a financial legacy for my family very soon.
A few things happened when this achievement was posted on the ubiquitous Facebook. My Facebook exploded with people from all over congratulating me; I had people reach out to me privately to congratulate and to tell me how inspired they were, and I was a very humbled, proud person.
This kind of appreciation, love, recognition, and acceptance is not necessarily new for me to receive, especially this past year. What is new to me is the level of appreciation, gratitude, and just overall sense of happiness and amazement I feel within myself to be receiving all of those things.
This year has been primarily about growing through some very painful (not physical, fortunately) limitations in my life. Lately, I have realized my self-worth; what an inspiration I am to others, an overall sense of self and what I can give to this world.
It’s an incredibly amazing, gratifying experience to be able to inspire (their words) people I haven’t met yet. I understand where I am going, I understand what I have to offer, and I’ll be damned if I’m going to get . Perhaps more importantly, I am not going withhold the belief and gift of inspiration in myself.