There’s a moment in time when you come to realize that you are over all your bullshit, and you get over yourself. Everyone has been where you’ve been, they’ve dealt with the same shit or worse, and some have triumphed to greatness. Up until this point, I have used exterior circumstances, family stuff, and a series of piled up bullshit to fuel me.
I have come to the realization that it is not enough. I am fueled, I am driven to change by outside circumstances, which works to a point. Eventually, the circumstances, the situation resolves, or you just deal with the mess that is being left. The adrenaline goes away, and you are left with you. Your desire, your need, your why, and your passion.
This is the point where I am at right now. I rode the wave of shock, grief, expectation, more shock, and now I’m figuring out where to go from here.
It all goes back to being worth it, and believing it. The past couple of months have been life changing for so many different reasons, and it was fuel to my passion, desire, and stubborn pursuit of excellence. Now I need something more. And once again it is me.
IT IS TIME. The world deserves to know what I am capable of because I will change thousands of lives in a multiple of different avenues. It’s go time.