I have had weak ankles since my first sprain, and the many subsequent sprains. I have high arches, small feet, and am five and half feet tall. All of those things are not helpful for ankle strength, and I had previously thought I was doomed to have weak ankles forever. One of the many unexpected consequences of this fitness journey has been the improvement to both my coordination and balance. These have occurred in a relatively short period time, especially since I picked Sphericality and started taking classes on a regular basis. All of which seem to involve balance and coordination.
I have loved almost every single class, the instructors are great, and liked the boot camp (the pace was a bit over my head). The instructor that has helped my balance the most has been Kelly. She seems to stress it the most, and does many what she calls “balance challenge” exercises every class. For me, they are definitely challenging and for anyone that knows me, I love a challenge. I may have to reset, flex my ankle, and restart the pose. I do not quit, which she pointed out to me. I am a stubborn person when it comes to challenge, and I do not rest until I at least get better at it. When you push your limits, you grow EVERY TIME. No matter what area of your life it is, and your confidence grows along with it
Occasionally there is something in my life that delivers the ultimate gut punch. My mentor made a video that freaking set myself on fire, again. I am not going to lie, the past month or so, while doing what I should be doing, and I wasn’t going for it 100%. I didn’t know why, and I honestly didn’t even know I was playing small until a few days. Now I know why. Sometimes leaders are jackasses too; it happens.
My “old self” was keeping me down, and it’s evolved into being super sneaky that way. I used to be able to identify quite readily when my old-self was creeping in and taking over my confidence. It seems to have evolved into something that sneaks in for a brief period of time, then retreats, but the tiny seed of doubt is left there. This will be stopping as of right.
There are many things that are crippling, but a major one that people don’t think about is judgment. Your choices in the past are just that, in the past. They have help create who you are today, but they do not define your future success or failures. The only thing judgment provides is guilt, a poverty mindset, responsibility dodging, and possibly depression. Judgment is the lame person’s version of strategy, because it is the easier way out. If you take judgment out of your decisions and detach emotions from the outcome, you will be astonished by how much better you feel about your accomplishments and your life. The fear of judgment and failure is gone, and only rationality remain. I didn’t know how well this entry would go with my previous, but they really do complement each other quite nicely.
When trying to achieve a goal something that is helpful is strategy as to why. Notice I said why, and not how. If you know and understand the WHY, you will get to the how. For some reason, this is just how our mind seems to work. Big or small, fast or slow, strategy and why will beat how every time. The how is small ball; it is the version of yourself in a chicken coop eating grain from a metal tube. The Why is yourself as a free-range chicken eating whatever you want to in the big, open world of freedom. You choose which version to be.