Occasionally there is something in my life that delivers the ultimate gut punch. My mentor made a video that freaking set myself on fire, again. I am not going to lie, the past month or so, while doing what I should be doing, and I wasn’t going for it 100%. I didn’t know why, and I honestly didn’t even know I was playing small until a few days. Now I know why. Sometimes leaders are jackasses too; it happens.
My “old self” was keeping me down, and it’s evolved into being super sneaky that way. I used to be able to identify quite readily when my old-self was creeping in and taking over my confidence. It seems to have evolved into something that sneaks in for a brief period of time, then retreats, but the tiny seed of doubt is left there. This will be stopping as of right.
There are many things that are crippling, but a major one that people don’t think about is judgment. Your choices in the past are just that, in the past. They have help create who you are today, but they do not define your future success or failures. The only thing judgment provides is guilt, a poverty mindset, responsibility dodging, and possibly depression. Judgment is the lame person’s version of strategy, because it is the easier way out. If you take judgment out of your decisions and detach emotions from the outcome, you will be astonished by how much better you feel about your accomplishments and your life. The fear of judgment and failure is gone, and only rationality remain. I didn’t know how well this entry would go with my previous, but they really do complement each other quite nicely.
When trying to achieve a goal something that is helpful is strategy as to why. Notice I said why, and not how. If you know and understand the WHY, you will get to the how. For some reason, this is just how our mind seems to work. Big or small, fast or slow, strategy and why will beat how every time. The how is small ball; it is the version of yourself in a chicken coop eating grain from a metal tube. The Why is yourself as a free-range chicken eating whatever you want to in the big, open world of freedom. You choose which version to be.