Compartmentalize

I have
been
Compartmentalizing
my

Entire
life.

It’s
how
I’ve
lived

this

Long.

Until
now.

I

Hate

that I

Can’t.

not a
word
I use

Lightly.

I Hate

having
uncontrolled
Emotions.

I’m a

Problem
solver,

especially for

Others.

My own?

I’m not used
to
dealing
with

Emotion

on such
an

Unbridled

Visceral
level.

I am

Accustomed
to

my

Emotions

being like a

Switch

that
I

can

Control

with a
Flick.

On and
Off.

most of the
time

my
Emotion
is still

My

Switch.

Occasionally

it

becomes
like a

Renegade

Bomb

of

Precision.

like a

Lightning
bolt

Through
my

Soul.

just as

Quick,

Deadly,
and

Precise.

Leaving no

Mark.

only

Confusion.

of

my
Life.

 

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6 thoughts on “Compartmentalize

  1. As always , I loved this piece. I love the format, the words just pop out off the screen, capital words are emphasized more. You are an extremely talented writer. I really have never said that to anyone. Your words move me – like looking at a work of art.

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    • *huge grin* I love you lady, and I appreciate you always expressing how much you love my writing. I love that you think it is a work of art is even more moving and important than you will ever know. 🙂 hope to see you soon

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