Sometimes the person you have spent your entire life being, isn’t really your true self. You may have been taught things that weren’t true about yourself and that became your truth, or you succumbed to the version of yourself that everyone believed was you.
This is the story you are telling yourself. If you are unhappy with it, it’s is time to write a new one. It’s your damn life, be happy with the choices, lifestyles, and career.
I have recently stepped into the person I am supposed to be, and that for whatever reason has been buried under a mountain of my own bullshit. Over the past three years, in order, I have developed or done: started a business, adopted a mentor, followed them around everywhere, did what they said, read a lot of books; developed self-confidence, probably for the first time, actually worked my business; got promoted, and taught and inspired others to be the best version of themselves, and then got promoted again. At times it was painful, but it was worth all of it to be building my future freedom. Success is rarely easy.
When I got to train after completing Area manager with Arbonne, I got a standing ovation. It is a moment I will never forget as long as I live. It was reaffirming, it was magical, and I finally felt comfortable that this was where I was supposed to be. It was at that moment that I realized I am changing the world one treehugging hippie at a time.
This is just the beginning of my life. This is my true self that have unburied after a lot of painful growth, which I have written about before. The person who I am today is so different than anything I have been in the past twenty years that sometimes it takes awhile for people to see me as I truly am.
The leader, the paddler, treehugging hippy, the person who has inspired an entire Arbonne nation to celebrate with me, and just overall badass, cargo pant wearing chica. All of those are who I am. I have shedded the skin of my former life because I’ve grown into my adult embodiment of myself. It feels like home.